Hahas yes yes. I know ... Its beenn longg. Gerr evenn toldd me that this blogg was evenn more deadd thann kennyy's. Tskkk. So here i am todayys. Tonight ... Here. To blogg. =/ Hahas to be honest .. I dont know what to sayy myself. Just like myy cousinn .. I adore cloudyy dayys. Especiallyy todayy havingg seatedd inn myy classroom takingg an everr complicatingg yet brainn-rackingg englishh paperr withh pespirationn's signature printedd onn myy backk as well as the humidityy that was tappingg downn silentlyy unto myy answerrs. At thatt time. I knew i was screwedd. Big time. As the minutes flew past to hours .. I knew that i hadd to compete against against time .. If not, i might have that special privillege of stayingg backk anotherr yearr to findd out what is the storyy behindd time itself. Andd im not gonna do that. Indefinatelyy. Headedd to a basketball court afterr that. For the first time inn myy life, i felt cookedd. As thoughh i was placedd into a scorchingg ovenn. Togetherr withh that familiarr stenchh comingg from lil white crayonn stickks stuckk inn the mouthhs of a few. It just made it worst. Andd to just add to the recordd. The sole of myy shoe was tornn .. Now whats upp with that? Beingg cookedd from the attic was alreadyy badd enoughh .. Now to add to the recordd .. ITs goingg ferr the basement as well? Damnn. It sure is demoralising.
Just as i walkkedd half scorchedd withh the helpp of myy cottonn stinkerrs whichh i basicallyy hadnt washedd ferr a week across the court to get a drinkk .. I couldd have swore i heardd some girls callingg me. Half cookedd .. yet shyy at the same time .. i threw myy headd backk ... Havingg to realise theyy werent callingg ferr me. Now how disappointing was that. Theyy were requestingg to playy bball withh us. Of course .. Those half nude friendds of mine agreedd readilyy yet everr so happilyy to show off theirr jackkfruits. I admire them.
Couldd sayy that i screwedd upp myy 2.4 as well. Just before the race actuallyy begann ... I couldd have swornn i felt everyy bit andd flow of adrenaline flowingg throughh myy veinns. I was preparedd. The hornn was blownn ... Everyyone threw themselves soo front ... I felt withh that immediate thought knowingg i was gonna be last if i continuedd beingg stationaryy. Withh everyy adrenaline i hadd gushingg throughh the veinns of myy bodyy .. I threw myy left legg front andd rann ... Slowlyy .. yet stealthlyy at the same time. Onlyy wussiees wouldd sprint onn the start of a race whichh not onlyy test yerr staminaa but yerr strongg willpowerr as well. Just as i approachedd the first bus stopp .. Onlyy didd i realise the muscles onn myy thighh was startingg to ache soo badlyy as thoughh i was draggingg the force of the windd itself .. But i continuedd all the wayy. Sprintedd at the last sectionn of the race to get myy timingg ... Onlyy whenn i realisedd i got onlyy 2 points forr that. Now .. How demoralisingg cann it possiblyy be.. Suddenlyy a shockingg thought whichh causedd myy jaw to dropp everr so hardd onn the concretedd floorr droppingg anyy toothh i have everr conservedd ferr almost 14 yearrs of myy life was ... I knew i was gettingg oldd. It just cann be THAT demoralisingg.
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Jonathann a.k.a Jingg. 14 turningg 15, highh school student, Cancerr, sensitivee, englishh educatorr,
musicc fanaticc, YFC crazyyy, Vainnerr, addicted to What we call friendshipps
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